Idk Man

I don't really know what is going on right now , but I'm really feeling a lot right now and I don't know why .. For the last few months I just really been trying to focus on my track and school career ... For the most part things fm have been going great. I manage to get a indoor national title and break the NCAA indoor meet record ... Outdoor has been consistent I've manage to not get my first outdoor title on the conference but it's all good ... 

I've been trying to focus so hard that everything else is just fizzing away ... I have no friends ... Nobody every like invites me to anything , never to chill or vibe or anything thing ... Most if the time I'm just home ... And I see ppl on Facebook and twitter just having fun chillin and vibin with each other.. And I'm home .. Starring at the wall.. Nobody every wants to vibe or chill with me ...

Seems like I'm only relevant when I'm winning some shit or I'm in the news paper .. Everybody assume that I have this marvelous and perfect life .. When in reality I'm just so lonely man ....

Every day ... Every night I'm just lonely man and I don't know why